Entry Eight


Dear Diary,

        It's a lot harder to look after three kids while wearing a HAZMAT suit then you would think! Joe and I spent the day separating all the kids bowls, cups, utensils etc. into one half of the kitchen. The kids are going to use the main bathroom and toilet, and Joe and I share the other. It's also a lot harder not to hug and kiss your baby brother and sister then I would have thought. I already miss towel hugs after bath time and goodnight kisses. Joe has never even touched April's skin. But we can't take any risks, we both wear the suits except for bed, then it's decontamination and hello Hello Kitty PJs. Joe is planning to leave me with the kids tomorrow morning and head over to his old house to see if his Dad's back from the lab. Joe's Dad had left him when April's Mom first contracted the virus with plans to return with some experimental drug that had worked on cats at the lab.
       The street below is chaotic. Gangs of kids have ransacked most of the neighbourhood. A few reanimated adults have turned up, but so far the street kids have dealt with them and left us alone thanks to my excellent aim with a rifle. Turns out video games are a good preparation for the apocalypse. I'm worried about looking after three kids on my own. But if there's answers, we have to try and find them.
      Casey had to go into the freezer today, I was always jealous of her eyes, now I would give anything to have her scowl at me in beautiful green. The black-eyed kid look is getting old fast! Especially at 3am when it's my turn to feed April! Apart from that slight demonic detail, she's a cute baby. I also had time to audit the supplies and I think the five of us will be sweet for at least the next 8 months -- ETA of Cheerio Apocalypse. Thomas without his favourite breakfast cereal isn't someone anyone, living or dead, would want to mess with.

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Entry Nine

 
Deary Diary,

      Today everything changed. While waiting for Joe to come back, around three days now, I
organised a BOB (Bug Out Bag for those uninitiated in the ways of the American Prepper) each for
the kids, another for Joe and myself. The Black-Eyed Street Kids have increased in number and
violence, as have the reanimated over 10s. I have noticed before a reanimated turns up, a few cats appear first. These run though the neighbour, I swear doing recon for the reanimated. Without fail, whenever a cat enters a building where a Black-Eyed-Kid (BEK) is hiding, they flush them out for the reanimated to catch. Sometimes they are successful, I try and help if I am in range, but if not I look away, can't hide from the screams though, especially horrific when the BEK obviously knows the reanimated attacking them. Brrrrr! Even the memory gives me chicken-flesh!
      Anyway, I had the kids on the roof with me today, them in their snow suits, me in HAZMAT. April in her car-carrier, Thomas and Casey played in the sandpit. I was picking the last of the tomatoes in the greenhouse when a beeeeeep! Beeeeeeep! Beeeeeeeep! Turned into the vrummm, vrummm of an engine at odds with its driver, and ended with a screech of tires at my front gate. Joe wound down the driver's window of the yellow school bus and screamed at me to get in! 
     “Are you insane!” I screamed back over the side of the roof.
     “Get the kids, we have to go! Now!” Joe screamed back.
     My heart thumped fit to shatter a rib. Thomas and Casey hung over the edge of the roof with me. Thomas waved at Joe, thumb in mouth.  Joe got out, climbed over the gate, came to stand below us.      
     “Lower April down to me!” he said.
      It was his kid. I got the rope, tied it to her carrier, placing her and Joe's BOB on top. 
      Joe kicked away a cat, then another.  “Something really bad is coming, Jenny, I know you think you're safe here, but you're not! Trust me, Jen! Get the kids down here, now!” He kicked another cat, a marmalade one this time. 
      That decision was the hardest I have ever had to make. How could I trust Joe? I hardly knew him. But why would he lie? He had gone looking for answers, and from the look on his face, he had found something bad.
      I tossed all the BOBs down, then the rope ladder over the side. Casey climbed slowly, scared of heights. Thomas, I put on my hip and we climbed down one handed. On Terra Firma Joe took the kids to the bus while I ran to the garden shed, pulled out a bag of guns and ammo hidden under the top step and got on board. It wasn't just us on the bus, twenty or so BEKs huddled in the seats. They didn't make a noise, except one little girl who kept pulling on Joe's sleeve and begging him to drive.       Before I took the seat behind him, the bus bunny-hopped as Joe struggled with the gears.  Then we were off, breaking all Dad's rules by leaving the security of the house. I wanted to change my mind, but the ocean of cats now seething outside the windows, filling the road, deterred me.
      The road was pretty clear, because the virus hit so fast I suppose, and everyone who could drive went with FEMA or succumbed at home. Now that we have reached the highway and Joe doesn't have to change gears, it's smooth enough to fill you in. Oh, I found my polaroid in the gun bag! Dad hid it when he thought I was taking naked selfies for the football team. Anyway that's another story! Took this pic as we left town. 
 

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Entry Ten

Dear Diary,

         I was inspired by a pickaxe today. My hours of Minecraft weren't so wasted after all, Dad, when a reanimated adult lumbered into the hardware section of Walmart. Whack, whack, whack, in its eye with the pick and it un-animated pretty darn quick! I kicked it to make sure it had no plans of undoing my handy work. Joe had the kids a few rows over in the fruit section. It seemed the responsible thing to do, get them to eat something fresh before it all turned to sludge. The public rest-room was the first stop on our Apocalyptic field trip, then over to Joe's -- not my Joe,  Joe with the giant thumbs-up you see on the turnpike between Beckett and Amberleigh -- camping and fishing supply section. We got the kids to choose a sleeping bag each. Now Joe's reading a bedtime story to 13 BEKs tucked into 13 fluorescent pink Barbie sacks, and 7 BEKs in Thomas the Tank engine. Casey wanted Bratz, Thomas insisted on sleeping in mine -- which means Bye Bye Kitty and Hello Hazmat.  
       The bus had broken down about two miles passed the Walmart, I had planned to double back myself to look for a fanbelt. But Thomas and Casey refused to let me go, after that all the kids had started complaining, their minuscule bladders helping them get over their trauma. This section of town was pretty well-to-do, so I imagine most of the residents begged FEMA to take them away leaving few reanimates to bother us. We have seen a handful of BEKs but they keep their distance. No cats, and about three dog packs, which I think explains the cats!
      We have set up in a small boutique jewellery store chosen, both, for its 6 inch roller door that locks from the inside, and the fact that the key was still in the lock. We are going to try and go back for the bus tomorrow, it's not like there's a 26 seater vehicle on every street corner! Anyway, Joe wants me to switch the torch off, so I'll leave you with a pic of Deathbringer my new BFF!
 
 
 
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Entry Eleven

Dear Diary,
          I've been sick, really sick. I couldn't update with my head in a bucket. At first I thought I had the virus, but although I look like a zombie and feel worse, I think it's more food poisoning, less pre-living death.
         Joe's been amazing, he's been looking after me and all the kids. Casey's been so good with April, and Thomas, well Joe found him a Optimus Prime sleeping bag, so I didn't have to vomit in my HAZMAT suit.  The kids know to stay away from me. Vanessa is my protector, she tells everyone- "Don't go near Jenny, 'cuz you'll 'fect her!" Non-stop all day. Black eyes can convey a
surprising amount of expression. But it's Vanessa's 5yo foot stamp that really gets her point across.
       If I wasn't so preoccupied with feeling disgusting, I would have room to feel impressed by her commitment to her task. I don't think in all my 17 years that I have ever been so dedicated to a cause. Here, my spate of naked selfies spring to mind again. But, this is a diary about apocalyptic events, not
adolescent attention grabs. Wouldn't want to step on Bieber's toes!
         Vanessa and the other kids come from a foster housing unit across the street from Joe's house, but they were in his house when he went to look for his Dad. Apparently his Dad had come back, and helped these kids, told them to wait there until he returned. Joe had wanted to wait, but then cats had started appearing, massive amounts of them filling every part of the street, followed by a hoard of reanimated over 10s.  These were different, changed. They were loping along the street on all fours, howling. Screeching to each other, sniffing the air.
        Joe got lucky, he said. Got the kids to stay real quiet and wait for the wave to pass by the house. He thinks the only reason they weren't found was because there were so many BEKs outside. If the reanimated were hunting, they didn't need to flush more prey. After the street was empty, Joe got the kids' community bus and I already said what happened after that.
        We are still in the Jewellery Shop but now that I'm strong enough to write, I think we will return to the bus tomorrow.  We have to get out of the city, away from people. Joe got some tourist guides from Walmart and thinks we should head over to a national park not too far from here. After spending the last days with my head in a plastic bucket and my bum on a porcelain toilet seat, anywhere else sounds perfect to me. Joe's been packing the kids BOBs -- camping equipment, marshmallows, he even has a guitar.  Everything needed for a round of Kumbya at the end of the world camp fire we will start with the 160 boxes of Redhead matches Joe has stuffed into my jacket pockets.  Fingers crossed the bus is still there. In appreciation of Joe's work ethic, here's the mountain of branding I just woke up to. Good job Joe, you certainly put the Disney in disease!

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Entry Twelve

Dear Diary,
      We left the jewellery store at dawn, me with my BOB in one hand, and my gun and Thomas' hand in the other. I wore April like a backpack, Deathbringer stuffed behind her and through one of the leg holes she was too small to use. We grouped the kids the best we could between us, taking an equal share of the under 5s and over 5s. Joe's bright idea of painting our HAZMAT suits black seemed pretty redundant, at least from were I was relegated to the back of Joe's Disney parade. The shopping mall was empty and blindfold black, only Joe had his torch on, we made the kids keep theirs off, and I didn't have a free hand for a light source. I'm still kicking myself for not getting a helmet one from Thumbs Up Joe!
      We crossed the undercover car-park, keeping an eye out for any suitable vehicles. That place was beyond creepy, especially with the howling. I haven't heard it before, but Joe had, and the kids had. They were terrified – the kids, I don't think Joe's scared of anything. They kept pulling on us and begging to go back inside. The look on their faces made me want to do that a whole lot more than my repeated “It's okay!” let on.
       The carpark was one of those multi-decker ones with a view toward the city, back along the highway, and home. With the sunrise and the distance I thought the bright flashes were reflected sunlight on windows. Then Thomas said– “Fire! 911!” Just like Mom taught him. He was right, it was fire, but there isn't a 911 to contain it. The wind changed direction and smoke boiled between the skyscrapers, carrying debris high into the sky, in our direction.
       “How far away is it, Jenny?” Casey asked.
       I squeezed her arm and told her not to worry, the city was a good 25 miles away at least.
      Joe made a pretence of adjusting April to whisper to me. I agreed with what he said. There was no going back, we had to get out of this sector, to the bus and away before the fire arrived. We hurried the kids up, got them to run down onto the street and hide behind a set of parked cars while Joe scanned the route ahead with his scope. It went on like this, scan and hide, scan and hide, until we hit the highway.  Here there were several burnt out wrecks from a week or so ago, and as we crossed an overpass, the Yellow bus where we had left it, a mile and a bit in the distance.
       By now smoke blew thick across the road making it hard for the kids to breathe. Joe and I were fine, we had filters. We wet the kids t-shirts, had them breathe through the cloth. We travelled three quarters of the distance this way. I had to wear my BOB and carry April, walking with a spare wet onesie pressed to her face. That's why I tripped on Vanessa, she squatted on the road, trembling. Joe raised his hand for everyone to halt.
 
       Loping down the highway, between us and the bus, were a pack of reanimated. I couldn't see any real detail, but the way they moved, hands to ground, stretched way out front, legs pulled up under them– bums up, legs, hands, legs, hands, legs, hands– nightmare in motion. They hadn't seen us, what with the smoke. But we were trapped. They would pass us soon, their rolling gait so quick, the overpass prevented us going over the side. Several ugly crashes from the first week of the virus slowed them now and again. One would break from the pack, leap onto a crumbled bonnet, stick its head through a broken wind-shield. If it found something, it howled to the others. If not it rejoined the pack. Then there we no more cars left between us and them. We had nothing to hide in but smoke. We turned to go back, but the wind changed with a rush of clean air, giving us oxygen and stealing our cover.
       The reaninmated saw us, I don't know what I expected, but they didn't charge us. They stopped, sniffed the air, hands pulled up to their chests.  Four of the pack spilt off, two down each side of the embankment. I shoved April at Vanessa, shoved Thomas at Casey, and fired my gun. Pop, pop, pop. One, two, three, of the five remaining reanimated yelped, the last two sped toward me. Joe was beside me, pop, pop, pop. Finally a head shot. Then another. The two frontrunners fell bum-over-head and didn't move. The last three bounded over them and crashed into me. I grabbed Deathbringer, smack! It found an eye, I shattered the rest of the socket getting DB free. The two clawed at me, thin white needles for teeth snapped at my face, sliming the plastic. I tried to escape, tried to roll out from under them, tried to find DB. Then Joe was there, he grabbed one, then another by the hair, shot them in the back of skull. The last one howled, limped back the way it had come. Joe, arm steady, tracked it.  Pop! Reanimated brains splattered asphalt.
 
       We ran, Joe carried Thomas and Casey, plus his gun, plus his BOB. We got to the bus. I still had to fix the fanbelt. Joe waved the kids on board, I tossed my pack on the ground to get the toolkit and Joe grabbed me, spun me around. He didn't talk, held my HAZMAT head in his hands and tilted it side to side, checked each and every seam of my suit for splits. Then he sighed, rested his visored forehead against mine and looked into my eyes. No one has ever looked at me that way before. It was also the first time I really noticed how dark Joe's eyes are.
     “I'm okay, Joe, the suit held. Let's do this quick.” I told him.
      He squeezed my shoulders and asked me to hand him the spanner. It's midday now and the city's a distant glow. The going's been slow, a lot of abandoned traffic to navigate but no reanimated, and we are heading in the right direction, things could be worse. I'm sitting at the back, I said it was to lie down, but really, I can't shake the sense that something's watching us. Okay,  Joe needs me to watch for signs, we have to take the next turn off.

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